I am going camping for the first time today if nothing goes wrong. I have been waiting for this moment since I was seven. Pictures def to come later this weekend.
I’m pretty sure one of my co-workers is trying to sabotage my productivity. Just a few more weeks tho’, and she’s just gonna be wasting her time because I am like two people in one in terms of my efficiency, so if she wants to try and hinder that, she’s got her work cut out for her.
Oh, how I just ADORED getting up at 4:30 this morning. Dear god. Just like four and a half more hours till I get off(1:30). I could use some sleep.
Dont mind me just venting with the slightest hint of tears about my apparent inability to do well in any class that requires you learn and retain names, terms and places…which is pretty much everything a history class is and is pretty much why I have never done well in history..or geography, never even came close.
In two weeks I’ll be done with my two classes and will move onto just one plus work, I am so pumped to finally have time to start my boards for my Fall film for animation, I am just..man I just cannot wait!
Fuuuck it I need a break…and a special treat, I’m gonna go see HTTYD2 in IMAX 3D this evening. Mmyup, I’m gonna melt in my seat and then become a crying puddle.
I mightmightmight get to see HTTYD2 tomorrow. Auuugh I hope so, waiting in agony through the show, trying to take in every bit of httyd since I first saw it. Mannn I can feel it already, im gonna melt watching it. The lighting, the setting, the texturing, colour, the animation, every single subtle movement, the compositioning, the music, I swear im gonna see it at least three times in theater, twice at the three dollar theater and then ill preorder it in hopes its special features aren’t filled only with content geared towards seven year olds.
zannyblogging said: Can’t you raise those points too him?
No, I cannot. Unless he were to begin yelling at me or threatening to fire me, or insulting me/mistreating me verbally. In this sort of situation you nod, say “ok” and do what you can. He’s doing his job, even if he’s not really thinking things through, and I’m doing my job. That’s just how it is, you deal with it.
Now if I were to be working alone like this daily and he was constantly getting on my case for not meeting the store’s standards, that would be an entirely different issue.
I don’t think people realise how hard it is to re-discover the person you were before depression or even try to remember your own personality
'Cept you'd be a different person now than you were then even if you didnt undergo depression. The thing is that after serious depression you get the joy of being whoever you want without depression interfering because now who you become is open to all sorts of possibility.
Plus, depression is like anything else, someone could change after dealing with and surviving cancer, or losing a limb. It’s all about you being someone who’s been througj something and it makes you stronger and more appreciative of the life you have.
HOW IS ONE PERSON SUPPOSE TO HANDLE ALL OF THIS????
Look I know grocery stores have a slim profit margin but of you want me to keep the cut fruit/veggie wall and trays full as well as tend to salad bar on a Saturday then you shoulda given the other salad bar assoc four over-time hours or get someone to help me cut.
Eeeee just looked at my schedule and I have wednesday off as well as monday and tuesday!!! This means I can def get all my school work done and then will only have to do the daily readings, quizes and duscussions the rest of the week which wont take that long at all! Ahhhhhh gonna be a good week!
Makes me feel better bout tomorrow too cause due to one of the ladies getting hurt ill be alone for five hours tending to salad bar, the cut fruit wall and all the fruit and vegetable tray orders. But hey if I just gotta get through that and sunday to get to my three days off, pssh it’ll be worth it!
That feeling when you can’t talk about something because your friends could take it the wrong way or feel like the victim when all you wanna do is protect yourself from elevating stress and start getting more than just a small glimsp at what normalicy feels like.
I may have to ask to get my hours cut down, these online class workloads are…jeeze, more than I may be able to handle if I work five days a week. Let’s see if I can catch up on my next days off.
*deep, life-long sigh*